Almost died doing the last post. So here's another post.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS! ;D

#1 I THINK IT'S TIME TO GET MY FREAKING 3.80, DON'T YOU GUYS THINK? ;D
#2 School team top 12 for both Zonals and Nats. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE KEEPING ALL FORMS OF FINGERS CROSSED.
#3 Baptize. I really want to. I might be changing a church so D: no baptism for me. But if I'm not, then lets just hope I get baptized. Haha maybe I'll baptize with De :D
#4a Resume piano and take Grade 6 exams I THINK THIS IS HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE.
#4b Get BELIEVER'S! ;D
#5 Bring parents and grandparents to Christ (:
#6 DO QT EVERY SINGLE NIGHT + FINISH THE BIBLE ridiculous but yes. D: Ugh.
#7 (that follows #3 I think?) Main Worship for Keyboard. Ah wells. Highly impossible.
#8 FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS stop crying over all those stupid things damn.
#9 Not to disgrace myself at HMCA THIS IS VITAL.
#10 Have a wonderful 16th and Sec 4 year in RGSBASKETBALL and 407 :D

There. Ambitious, I know. But I WILL ACHIEVE~ Lols.

A summary of 2009! :D


#1 307'09, 407'10! ;D
Hello my darlings thanks for being the DAMN FREAKING AWESOME CLASS that is totally irreplaceable. I will never forget the crazy learning journeys so many gazillion pictures taken. :D Well that's the most memorable one I can't remember the rest so there. LOVE YOU GUYS! :D Every single one of you. Though we might not have won karaoke or netcarn, but we're just simply the BEST in our way. (: We'll rock the school even more next year YAY! ;D
Abirami Amanda Gi Won Parisa Charmaine Anqi Zien Persa Tingting Germaine Jody Giovanni Jasmine Jean Joey Julia Emily Adeline Catherine Shyama Chanel Nico Verna Wang Yu Yufei Shiqi Yu-Chen Linyun Zhang Rui Zheng Yan YAYYY ;D


#2 RGSBASKETBALL'10 ;D
This is the best damn team ever. Seriously, we've been through so much together; it's all those memories that make us UNIQUELY RGSBASKETBALL! ;D Love ALL OF YOU batchmates sec2s sec1s EVERYONE! :D Thanks for making rgsbasketball my MOST LOVED SPORTS TEAM! ;D Promise me nothing can break our team spirit. RGSBASKETBALL DOUBLE CHAMPS. RAFFLES! ;D
Yan Ping Anna Angie Rachael Iliana Ivana Li Yong Adeline Stephanie Yufei Cheryl Qiuhui Yunting HuiZhen Huifen Kaiwen WuYou Louisa Celeste Ashley Farah Isabel Cassandra Madeline Sarah JueYing Shihui Leanne TEAM! ;D


#3 BATCHMATES! ;D
Yay I'm so happy that we've gotten so so so so so much closer as a batch, especially me with rest of the batch. Really, you guys are the BEST. I know we might still not be as close, but really you guys are IRREPLACEABLE. Thanks for being there for all my highs and lows, never impatient at me though I make a thousand mistakes. And of course, most importantly, thanks for trying to accept me. (: Thank you so much dearest batchmates. We've been through so much together; and now with us leading the CCA, we will clinch da double champs! :D SEC4RGBBALLERS FTW (L) Yan Ping Anna Angie Rachael Iliana Ivana Li Yong Adeline Stephanie Yufei! :D


#4 AWESOME CENTERS! ;D
I'm telling you, straight to both of your faces that WITHOUT YOU GUYS I WOULDN'T HAVE SURVIVED THUS FAR. Seriously. LOVE YOU GUYS! I tell you you guys will be the ONE SOLE REASON why I'm gonna flood whoever's house during sec4 farewell. I can't believe I'm leaving you guys so soon! D: But seriously, THANKS SO DAMN MUCH for always always ALWAYS being there, no matter how stupid things are. Really. And yes, thanks for always willing to trust me to share some things with me here and there. (: I hope I've been a nice friend to you guys too! :D GOSH I'M MISSING YOU GUYS ALR! D; Ah. Okay. We will enjoy our last year together! :D WUYOU and ZHANGKAIWEN, Love you guys forever :D


#5 Musicians (:
Don't ask me what happened, I guess everything has its beginning and ending. Nope, I'm not crying over the ending no more. It's dumb, yes. But still, those things done are done. It's not to be forgotten once they are over. And yes, they had once been such a big part of my life, hur. (: Thanks for all those amazing things that you guys have done for me; things that you won't normally expect a guy will do. But you guys did. Really. You guys used to make up my world haha. So there. Thank you for all those lovely memories. Don't think there will be another jamming session, or a worship led by the three of us. But I still wish you guys all the best in everything you guys do, especially music. Remember to bring it to greater heights k. (: Thanks guys, Caleb and Junhong, for adding that lovely page to my life. (:
Well, of course I miss all those things that happened. C'mon lah. I do need some time. So give it to me.


#6 ICCY (:
Yes, thank you guys for the good times we've had. I know I've missed out quite many things with you guys, but yeah there were good things that I'll remember. Thanks for all those (: Get closer to the Lord yeah, and grow the cell. (: Thanks guys. (:
Caleb Junhong Shawn Nicholas Wei'en Huiyi Jingyi Ruby Stephanie WanTeng Inez Yufei. (:

And the individual superheroes! ;D



Adeline Lim, Amanda Low, Cheng Anqi, Chow Zien, Emily Koh, Germaine Teo, Hu Jiayi, Ivana Low, Lam WanTeng, Ren Xingyu, Stephanie New, Verna Goh, Wu Shiqi, Wu You, Xing Lingzhi, Zhang Kaiwen (L)

P.S. Photo credits to Nicholas Lim for #5 and #6.
Forgot. Go ahead and call me a copycat/dog. Don't give a damn here~ Just remember. I'm sadistic. The more annoyed you get, the happier I get. (:

I think I pissed my mum off a lot by forgetting to go for her super expensive tuition today. Oops.
And of course, the reason's MONAYE. Ah wellz. I'll most probably cook up something, if she doesn't forget within like 2 days? -shrugs- It's not like I can do anything about it. Why did they choose today to remember?

Anyway, I fell asleep during WEP today. (:
But it has been fun going crazy with the two siao-gaos, Adeline Lim and Baik GiWon. :D
2 more boring days to go.

We are meeting up with Mr Ang on the 4th hur :D Happy happy :D Something to look forward to from all the WORK. After WEP, TADAAA Mos Burger. Not a surprise, I bet.

And I know I'm late but I DON'T CARE. Sezari won Singapore Idol. Lols I bet like 10bucks before that that he would win, cos he's a malay male. That's it. Life's like that. As long as you're a Malay male that can sing a little better than the norm, you're bound to get it. Whatever~
But well, I think that day itself, Sezari did better. Sylvia fans, put down your slippers. It's your fault for not voting more than the Sezari fans.

And I'm still debating whether I should go for Thanksgiving on Thurs. Hmm.
I was thinking of changing church, maybe join De's, or both of us go join Steph's.
Okay okay don't get your hopes high, it's not confirmed. Alright you don't have to sigh too loudly, too.

-

I'm contradicting myself, but I don't care. I like emo Chinese songs because they have nice and slow melody, and that you actually know what the heck they are singing. I don't like emo Chinese songs because they make me sad. Like especially emo CHINESE songs. Ah wells.

Bye.

This is just going to be a ranting post so THERE. Ignore it if you want to. No juicy things for you. And it's again, NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS so shut all your kind/unkind comments to yourself if you don't even have any single idea what I am talking about.
Nope, jumping to own conclusions is not good.
And yes, I am very very pissed off so BUTT OFF.

Wait, there were good things so yeah. It was fun doing WEP with the crazy people de and giwon. Hurhur talked quite a bit though the job was super boring. Ah wellz. 3 more days to go. JIAYOU PEOPLE! I think we're taking pictures tomorrow.

So now for the list of things that pissed me off today.

It all started with “该来的不来，不该来的一直来” Yeah whatever manzsx. Don't think no one knows what you're driving at, bitch. If you feel like this, you might as well make your point clear from the very beginning. Why bother making so many random and unrealistic comments to others? Don't you know, being a FEMALE yourself that once you say something, EVERY DAMN PERSON'S GONNA KNOW? And have you ever thought of how the person on the RECEIVING END feels?
No, you don't, cos you THINK you're all the way up there. OH WHATEVER.
If you think some people are in your way, MAKE IT CLEAR TO THEM. Don't be a hypocrite talking about them behind their backs.
It's just totally DESPICABLE.
And too bad, it's not like life doesn't go on without you, B-I-T-C-H.
Not happy? COME AND TALK TO ME LAH. It's not like I'm oh-so-afraid of you -rolls eyes-

The following are small things.
I don't know why my mum owns a phone. Trying to contact her is harder than getting an elephant to run as fast as a cheetah. You get my point, yes.
And. There was this damn parrot on the bus. Make SO MUCH NOISE and don't even bother to listen. And then the husband's even better. Eh HELLO? I know I'm thin lah, but I believe I'm not INVISIBLE. WTP you just basically SQUASHED ME. Do you have ANY MANNERS at ALL?
Whatever. My main point here is. If the government's trying so hard to increase population, maybe they should increase the SIZE and FREQUENCY of buses too, don't you think?
ANNOYING.

And last but not least. Hi WWJD. Can you please use your real name? I know you're from my church, so there's nothing much from revealing your identity. Seriously.
And yes, things are REALLY NOT what you're thinking of. I've already mentioned in my post that if you don't know anything, don't comment.
I know you meant well, but I know where you're driving at, and it's ANNOYING. Because it's OVER. I FREAKING MEAN IT. OVER MEANS OVER. Stop thinking in that direction.
Yes so what if I liked him before. If you want I can go announce it to the entire world I'm not ashamed. But it's OVER. It's OVER OVER OVER. I am not talking about him.
If you don't believe it, it's okay. I'm not going to try to make you believe it anyway. Same goes to everyone else. Believe it or not, IT'S YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM. Notice how I haven't been talking to him much, except to tell him that I had free tickets to slingers? And most of the time, he's the one talking to me in church, in case you haven't realise. So now, since he's not talking, and I have nothing to tell him, so we just don't talk. Any problems with that? Hope not. So there. I hope this case closes. But if you're seriously bored, trying to find something entertaining and thus making all forms of thoughts, be my guest. I know it myself, and I have a clear conscience, so I've got nothing to fear.

Thus in conclusion, today sucks.

It's difficult pretending that those things never happened before.
Those sms sessions, with first you then you.
Those long long fellowship talks about anything under the sun.
Those times where you two never failed to put that smile back on my face.
Those jamming sessions which I hoped they lasted forever.

I still remember, how I'd look through my phone and found songs sent to me without me knowing.
And smile at them.
I still remember, how I'd look through those 70 odd smses we sent in one night.
And smile at them.

I remember being thankful, for every moment of my life.

Then I don't know what happened. But I know something did.
Somehow, somewhere, I just had to forget everything that happened.
All the good memories; no they never existed in my life.

You'll never know,
How it hurts to look at each other,
In a way like we never knew each other.
When in reality, we used to share so many good times together.

It was so sudden, sometimes it still feels like just a bad dream.
That one day, when I wake up, everything will go back to normal.
We'll sms, talk and jam like how we used to.
We'll be there for each other, sharing secrets,
Like how we used to.

Forget it.
Its not like you're ever coming back, anyway.

To all those people out there, shut up it's none of your business.

Yesterday was pretty sian. Work was sian and so was church. Well, maybe except for the fact that we were happily snacking away during sermon whoops.
Oh, and I like the card Huiyi made. She actually made everyone a different one. Thanks (:

I think my mum is very annoying. I told her to get me unlimited and she don't want. And now when my bill rockets she gets annoyed. And says she wants to terminate my phone. Oh wow what a wise decision so how are all my friends gonna contact me?
I'm not a loner like you yknow. Zzz. And this is kinda not the first damn time I told you I needed unlimited. And you just say NO NO and NO. Cos you wanted to terminate my phone long time ago right?
Try manzsx. And SEE WHAT I DO TO YOU.
Don't start point fingers at me and say I sound spoilt. Try seeing your own reaction if your mum's taking away your phone.

Anyway. Work today. Again. I'm getting a little annoyed by it. And I'm waiting for Jacqueline. And TILL NOW I HAVEN'T SEE HER. Did she really resign? D: Ah wellz. I think I'm resigning soon, too.
Possible picnic too after that with Girlf and Steph. Sounds so funny! Haha (x I've actually never been to a picnic, yknow.
Maybe I should wash up and have breakfast then start on Physics.

Merry WET Christmas

I think I had the wettest Christmas for all I remember.

Yup, so family BBQ and received 4 times rain. And the last one was a flood. But we still BBQ-ed in the rain heehee. :D
Was quite fun lah :D Though whatever I peng-ed were not cooked hmm. :/
And yes. Of course. It was really nice to have spent Christmas with family and jie's family. (:

Anyway. Work tomorrow. I'm losing my stamina and fitness and that's like so excellent. Actually, sometimes I just don't care anymore. I'm starting to have that fear towards basketball once again. Ugh. :/ Training tomorrow too. I think my hook shots are improving. Blah.

Anyway. I kinda regret not going for Christmas caroling now. Ah wellz. First time. Hmm.

Work tomorrow. Hur I repeated. Gonna finish at least one physics thingum. One more on Sun with Maths and hopefully Chem :D And support singing I think. That's all I guess.

My blog entries are so dulll these days.

Oh, and MERRY CHRISTMAS, btw. (:

I know I'm super mean by saying this but I'm still gonna say this.

Stop asking me what's wrong.

If I want to tell you, I would. I know you care. But I just don't know how to tell you. You know what, just leave me alone. I'd actually feel better that way, trust me.
It's not that I don't trust you. It's just. I just don't want to tell anyone.

Don't worry. I'm really fine. It's a passing phrase, I promise.

Sorry. Recently pms-ing like mad. And have freaked/annoyed many people.
Sorry. I don't know what's happening.

Oh anyway, did you know? If you don't smile for too long and when you finally do, you'd feel a big stretch for your face muscles?
I've experienced that a lot of times already.

Rawr. I should really stop crying myself to sleep. My eyes are getting all puffy every morning and it's super grosssss. Maybe I won't be able to see if I do that too often, mhmm?

Anyway. I really love my dad. Because of me, he's making all forms of arrangements to make Christmas free. Just because I mentioned that I wanted to celebrate Christmas. Seriously.
He's like the best Dad in the world. (:

And I'm going out with my mum tomorrow. I'm going to give her a surprise heeheehee.

Alright. I'm still feeling kinda low. ):

RAWR I FREAKING HATE MY BODY.
Like seriously? If you want to be sick, THEN BE SICK. Don't hang halfway, neither here nor there.
Like yesterday? Went out with a sore throat and slightly blocked nose? Came home with a fever. And now, I'm feeling fine. WTP? And this fine is not exactly fine enough for me to go out and train or anything. I can actually literally feel my muscles turning into fats. How awesome shit is that.
I hate falling sick. Especially during the time when I'm FINALLY free. Idc, I'm going to proceed with my studying plan.
Okay I guess that's enough ranting.

ANYWAY.

HMCA training yesterday was pretty okay, we got our roles. House of Rep for Business taxes Gas taxes and Future of Newspapers. Good. The three topics that I quite well understand. Oh and I'm a Democrat. Hmm. Ah wellz should start researching.
Oh and did I say I love my HMCA trainers? (: They are really fun and funny people. (:

Alright.

I shall kinda do Chem and Physics notes today. I want pretty notebooks! D: But I guess I'd have to continue from last year's. Haiz.
(Hmm. Now you know what to get for me for Christmas and Birthday aye. :D :D)

Anyway. I have been slacking my day off so far. A day on my own. Doing Girlf's theory and I should really get down to at least reading and comprehending the Chem and Physics stuff. I don't think I want to jot them down cos they are just all from the textbook anyway. I'll do that when the day comes.

I feel that I'm talking to myself.

Anyway. I'm really proud of the musicians. Yup, they've really grown, at least since 2007 where there wasn't really a so-called definite shape for them. Till now, that video, it was really, really touching.
And yes, I'm glad to have been part of it. Those good memories are kept in my heart, forever and always.
Continue to grow yeah, though I'm out of it already. I'm really proud of you guys. Really.
I know how it feels for any new person to join. The feeling's exhilarating.
I really want to retrieve and relive that memory. But it's okay, I know it's impossible.
Cry not because it's over, smile because it happened. (: All the best, guys.

I think I should concentrate back to my work.

Went out to study with Ivanaaaaaaaaa :D I thought it was quite successful (: It was the first time for both of us that we properly study studied hur :D Digressed a little in the middle; read a quotes book about what daughters want to say to their dads and I thought it was a really sweet book hur. Then went around looking for ways to make Christmas cards haha :D
So yeah I guess it was a fruitful and happy day yesterday (: Xiexie :D Meeting on Wed again I think :D To study again and maybe make Christmas cards :D

Anyway. I think I'm sick. I'm in this half sick half not sick mode. Like no fever, but feeling terrible. Which is horrible, because I don't really have an excuse to not do things, neither can I do things properly. ANNOYINGZ. Go away.

And I think I have severe withdrawal symptoms from team and training I know it sounds stupid and crazy but it's true! Like how the other time I just said 's okay and I started feeling sad. :/ And how I'm constantly thinking about trainings and games these days. Gosh what's happening to me manzsx.

Oh, and I cried myself to sleep last night. Damn you. Why can't I stop thinking of the good things that once happened? I really want them back, but I know they are impossible.
Why do I keep holding on?
Sometimes, I really hate myself.

We should just do things by weeks. Then I won't have so many posts hur.

Monday supposed ac outing became besties outing cos Kaiwen's dad's not allowing her to come along. Did a lot of crazy things. Or should I say she had a lot of fun going crazy on her own (x Yeah both of us agree that my mum was 100% positive that she's nuts.
Anyway. Watched New Moon and TAYLOR IS FREAKING HAWT. I think it's cos of his hair. I don't even remember him in Twilight. And suddenly in New Moon BAM he's the reason why everyone's watching. Bestie kept slapping her head cos of the ending. (x Went for tea at Mos haha it so funny to see your colleagues serving your friend. (x
Oh. Had an embarrassing experience at POSB. Swear I won't step foot in one ever again.


Tuesday Slingers came and I saw my sec 1 junior next year for the first time. Her name is Tamara (I think) and she's REALLY SHY. Ah wellz. The training was quite fun (: I like the golden child game; it makes running rounds less tiring haha (x Game after that with Coach's club. Thought I played okay. Anna got depressed. Ah wellz. It's a training game anyway.
Lunched with Steph and went for HMCA + tuition. HMCA was okay pretty embarrassing cos I presented my thing and tuition was just hilarious with the four RELIGIONS of Singapore being ENGLISH, CHINESE, INDIAN AND EURASIAN. I really hope you can find something wrong there. Was pretty tired when I got home.

Wednesday Training with CDiv hmmm Anna Angie Qiuhui Yunting and me went for training. Was pretty fun I guess. Not really that hardcore. Just very hot. X.x stupid sun. Played game and I sprained my ankle that's just awesome. Discussed team outing but wasn't very successful, especially with Qiuhui's "I want to drink chocolate milkshake" lolz. And that's when the convo deviated to coke and sprite and pepsi. Hmm.
Oh and the sec 1s are getting me socks next year :D



Thursday I don't really like today's training. 1 it was indoor 2 I couldn't run or jump RAWR 3 some things happened :/ Got annoyed with someone but I shall not say anything cos it's mean. Yeah. Hope things would turn out better. Yeah and I'm at home now blogging. I'm pretty excited about Slingers though (: Khang you should really have been free. We have a gazillion tickets and less than 20 people going how awesome is THAT. Hope I can have dinner with WuYou later before going hur. I don't like to go alone.
And to top off, I'm not going for training tomorrow cos of the SWELL zzz it was supposed to just be a twist/shock thingum RAWR so annoying. So I guess the only thing I can look forward to is movie. Ah wellz. I'm going to nap now. My eyes are threatening to snap shut.
Oh. And crazy people came over to my place to do the cans for pastor's RC Christmas thingum. Hmm.
Anyway, slingers was just totally AWESOME. They won haha after losing 3 times consec :D I bet we bring them good luck hur. (shh I know the game was bias but they still won.) Haha the camwhores took a gazillion pictures so BETTER UPLOAD IT! Heehee. :D Was really fun I think everyone had loads of fun. Homed with Ivana talked all the way hur she's a really good friend to talk to YAY IVANA! Okay sorry. Reached home at 0000 :D Zhunzhun okay! :D


Friday Training was quite fun I guess, though we had to wake up superrrr early. They played games and I refilled their bottles (no that's not the fun part my dear) yeah yeah I'll play with you all the moment my stupid swollen ankle decides to return to its normal size. Like seriously it's not even hurting.
Movied with Anqi and Germaine :D Was really fun THANKS GUYS! :D Avatar is a really good movie seriously. It may not look good, but looks are deceiving, trust me. YOU WILL NOT REGRET WATCHING IT though its damn long. Ah wellz.
Okay very good I have support singing and work tomorrow. Maybe I can FINALLY do a bit of studying :D

Saturday work was fun and so was church. (: Can't remember details and is too lazy to type out those that I know hur. Just know that today we're going to pastor's for the RC Christmas thingum. I BET HIT THE TOWER WILL ATTRACT THE MOST NUMBER OF PEOPLE AS USUAL hahah (x So there. I shall update later :D Going jogging now :D

Sunday work was super stressful cos I was (attempting) doing controller. I think I've got everyone super pissed at me cos I always lag. BUT IT WAS SO DAMN STRESSFUL I'm so glad after break I was back at cashier. The two crazy people, Josh and Girlf. They just stationed at Mos the whole time waiting for me to knock off. The games thing was quite okay I guess. As usual. But I was super tired alr. The performance was ... I shall not talk about it. Got crazy with Josh and Girlf after that, resulting in me having almost zero voice now awesome shit.
Anyway. I think I'm working on Christmas Eve but not Christmas hmm. And studying with Ivana today and possible Wed with Kaiwen. (: Okay yay I can finally get down to studying me very happy. (: I'm still feeling sore and tired and sickly but I think I'll get well, soon. Alright I'm already not making much sense so I shall shut up and say goodbye. (:

A true friend that cares;

I don’t know where she got this, or she actually wrote it herself, but yeah. I really think this is super meaningful.

“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness. That is a friend who cares.”
- Huiyi, Joycelyn.

Thank you, all my friends, who have been there through with me through thick and thins, letting me know that things would always be alright again;

Adeline, Anqi, Amanda, Dad, Germaine, Ivana, Jasmine, Jiayi, Kaiwen, Lingzhi, Mengdi, Mum, StephNew, StephSiow, WanTeng, WanYing, WuYou,

I love you guys till eternity ends. <3

And not forgetting those who was there a moment or two in my life, to share a wise word, a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, or just bring the rainbow back to my life;

Anna, Angie, Caleb, Junhong, Ruby, Zien, and many more,

You guys are not forgotten, and I treasure you guys all the same. (:

On this note, just want to say a great big THANK YOU. (: Just hope that our friendship will never, ever end, and that we can create even more beautiful memories together. (:

Hello. (:

Wednesday did closing at work totally annoying so tiring! ): But I survived and went home with Lingzhi. Reached home at 12mn. O: I know right. I still had training the next day. Ah wellz.
Oh and I came up with this really poetic thing on my way home lols.
It was a dark, cloudy and lonely night. I was trudging home after a long day of work. As I rummaged through my bag for my keys and found it, I saw that keychain you gave me. Instantly, I felt a surge of warm running down my stomach, like drinking a gulp of warm water. I was instantly thankful, thankful for a friend like you. ♥♥

Thursday training was okay hahahah 7 people so was pretty non-intensive. After training we had a 6 people team lunch cos Angie went home. At crystal jade haha all the food made me feel nostalgic. ): Hmm wonder if Ili would upload the pictures we took hur.
After lunch we went around rummaging for testers lols. And walked around shops left after that cos people had to go home/were feeling tired.
Went to Bestie's house after that. Did nothing but it was still cool to spend some time with her (:
Choral pract after that. Okay lah. We have cute dance steps to jingle bells rock which kinda reminds me of Xingnan band D: Ah wells. MEET UP SOON K! ;D

Friday training again 15 people in total 8 Bdiv people and 8 centers. Lols. Did some new things focused on center things too I think people were in bad moods sorry for showing attitude. Rushed down to Jie's place after training for sleepover :D
Made cheesecake. First attempt okay! I thought was really nice but she didn't like it oh wellz. Ate like 3/4 of them haha (x

Saturday sleepover day two wasn't feeling really well so mum forbade me to go church. But well wasn't too bad or sleepover would have been cut short hur. Well. Slacked around walked around made another cheesecake which I think turned out to be an egg-cake hahah (x but was nice too. So yeah slackslack-ed I think we do the same things everytime we have a sleepover lols.

Sunday was slacking around until mum boomed me with the notice that I've gotta work rushed down from Jie's place and reached work 20mins late worked from 12+ to 6+ almost died. Ah wellz glad that it's over and yay I'm only working one day next week :D
Anyway. I think this particular person's really @#$%^&*( like hello? You are not like really good or something we are all on level ground so don't freaking show attitude by slamming cups releasing all your unhappiness on me. Hello I'm like nice enough to tell you to cool down but since you don't want to then fine go and be a loner == Seriously. I'm not the freaking only one. Don't you find that everyone's treating you a little weirder than normal?
Ah whatever. Useless telling a leopard to change its spots.

So yeah. Schedule of next week:
Monday: Awesome Centers outing! :D
Tuesday: Training, Game (?), HMCA training, Tuition
Wednesday: Outing with Girlf! :D
Thursday: Training, Choral pract
Friday: Training
Saturday: Work, Choral pract (?), Service
Sunday: FREE ;D
So yeah don't hesitate to jio me out! :D

Ending off with,
I ♥ RGSBASKETBALL FEAT BATCHMATES AND AWESOME CENTERS TTM ♥
And,
GIRLF IS HOME YAY! ♥

No I don't believe you no more;

I don't believe you - Pink

I don't mind it
I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set
And I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we won't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams
When you can't wake up
It's looks like you've given up
You've had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You'll come around
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we won't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right,
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we won't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't believe you

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Still living in self denial, still healing from the wounds.
Give me some time to hide in a corner and lick my wounds, aye?

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Work later @ 6.

Training today was quite fun. I know this sounds nuts but I actually like trainings now because they are fun. Not fun as in the things we do are fun, but fun cos of the people. (:
And I just realised I missed batch lunch today. Meh. Rawr damn HMCA. Ah wellz. We shall have a batch outing/sleepover/movie/whatever soon :D

So I've finished my shag day! :D Yay me. :D

And this was a funny excerpt from HMCA training.
Y'know methane? It's a harmful gas, which is more commonly known as FART. So
#1, there are people trying to genetically modify sheep so they don't fart and burp. :D
BUT. Methane burnt for energy is actually more environmentally friendly as compared to burning fuels which creates CO2. So
#2, my crazy trainer decided that YES! Why don't we have suction pumps to suck all the fart (from cows cos they have like 4 stomachs or stomach chambers that they fart damn a lot) and burn them as energy! :D Then we can like eat beef at ease too! And we can cook the beef using energy from their fart!
This is what happens when people go through too much carbon tax and cap-and-trade. Tsktsk.

My not-crazy-at-all schedule of the week. :D

Monday - FREE!
Tuesday - Training (8-11), HMCA(3-5), tuition(5-7)
Wednesday - Work (6-1130)
Thursday - Training (8-11)
Friday - Training (8-11), sleepover!
Saturday - Sleepover!
Sunday - Sleepover!

See. Only Tuesday is the shag one.

List of things to do:
#1 File tuition stuff
#2 Go through Sec 3 stuff of Bio/Chem/Phy/Maths/Chinese/SS
#3 Do some Chinese papers/write some Chinese essays
#4 Try to find the SOW of Bio/Chem/Phy/SS/CLit and do pre-reading
#5 Read the gu wen part of CLit
#6 Finish the whole stack of HMCA readings
#7 Do up my own speech for HMCA training
#8 Practice moves taught in training/physical
#9 Practice piano (both worship and classical)
#10 OUTINGS AND SLEEPOVERS! ;D

Alright alright. I think my blog's becoming my planner. And a debate arena oh wells. Shall work on #7 now. (:

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#7's done #7's done #7's done! :D I feel accomplished, even if the speech's only two pages long. Heehee :D #4 and #1 now! I'm waiting for 4pm for #8. Really hope there would be half a court empty. Hur. :D

Was talking to Ivana just now. YAY DE AND IVANA ARE BACK! ;D

And I can't find the stupid SOWs to Chem and Bio and SS. Abi's sending me! :D yayyyy thank you :D

And I had a really funny convo with Jie just now:
(She's W I'm Y. And I shall skip the front part)
Y: Lol. Okayokay see how. You go ask your parents yeah. I'll ask mine hur. Yay sleepover ftw! (:
W: okay ill ask should be no prob la.... wats ftw? looks familar ...
Y: For the win. (: which is another way of saying yay or something idk la. It feels shuang to use. Lol.
W: lolz..... ya quite ....but weird...how do you read the abbr.? i read it as fuutwu......sounds os much cute.r... how do u spell cuter anyways?
Y: Lol f-t-w? and i spell cuter like c-u-t-e-r. The t9 dic is not complete. Don't believe me? Try spelling papaya. (:
W: lol i got scrawa.....i get wat u mean... i dunno how us[e] t9 i think will stick to typing....
W: i wan eat scrawa, lets go eat scrawa tgt... scrawa rocks. yay scrawa. scrawa shake scrawa blended scrawa boiled scrawa ! lol this is weirdly fun scrawa. totally scrawa.

Haha my jie since childhood for you. :D

Crazy schedule for the week:

Monday: Outing to Science Center, meet Jie at 9:30 at JE control station
Tuesday: Training from 8-11, Ccamp 1.30 at church, HMCA training 3 at TLL
Wednesday: Work from 12-4 (INSERT STUDYING HERE!)
Thursday: Training from 8-11, Ccamp after that till 4
Friday: Training from 8-11, Ccamp after that till 4, Prayer meeting at 8
Saturday: Work from 11-5
Sunday: Family outing 3-8

So.

Monday went to the Science Center with Jie :D Yayy finally saw her again. Yes, we went for Body Worlds and it's really freaking to look at the exhibits and think that they are dead bodies :/ Like they were once human and not plastic models. And there were BABIES ): Aborted and stillborn. :/ And children. And cancer/heart disease/whatever random killer illness disease patients :/ Haha the comments board had many interesting comments like how the thing should be NC16 and how it was a scary experience. Sounds like horror movie? :D
Then we went to the main part of the Science Center was quite fun la :D I like hands on things better at least I get to play with the things there hurhur. :D

Left round 3? Slept and jogged a pathetic 4 rounds thanks to awesome stitches.

Tuesday was a snappy day training was okay I think I have lung problems I couldn't freaking breathe during the 10min slow jog thus I was running at a speed slower than my walking speed. Awesome shit. HMCA training is TOTALLY DRAINING I have almost no idea what they were freaking talking about rawr. I was half out during tuition already. And children camp's driving me up the wall double rawr. Oh. I didn't go to church today too. Cos I had to go for HMCA training. Manymany thanks to girlf who's doing almost everything gosh so sorry girlf! Seriously without her I'm a piece of dead meat. Working tomorrow. Oh I got a new trap on MH and I'm really proud of it. Okay I feel like I'm twittering already so going to twitter now.

Wednesday nothing much I have an amusing manager lol.

Thursday I'm at Steph's house currently blogging heehee. Training today was okay; it ended on a high note and there was no long D :D:D very happy. Church camp was FUN! :D Junhong and Caleb were amusing; they kept coming to my and Wanteng's booth (which I'm SURE is like the most popular booth :D:D We were asked to do a new set for batok RC's christmas thing! :D). Oh, and doing Caleb's theory brings back fond memories lols. Me and Junhong also had a lot of "fun" competing with each other about every single thing possible lols. Made pretty lamps and got some WATER BABIES to grow :D Going back again tomorrow hur. And training Kaiwen's dad will be sending us there yayyyy don't need to wake up so early tomorrow =grins super widely=


Friday training was not tiring yay no running at all hahaha. :D And yes all the talks about Australia AHEMwuyouAHEMannaAHEM makes me want to fly there like NOW. But ah wells. I love my batch/team :D Flew down for children's camp, as usual. Glad that it's over now, and GROUP 4 GOT 2ND! ;D For both competitions haha. Yayyy I love Girlf! She seriously helped me like a freaking lot. I bet if you dump this whole thing to me, I'd just die. :D Yayy me love moi group :D Prayer meeting worship was almost a failure cos of all the things that happened but thank you Junhong and Caleb SUPERHEROS! ;D Both of them were like super last minute being called down by me but yay worship was really good (And Junhong was even sick O: Thanks so much yeah.) (: Thanks.


Saturday nothing much the usual things. I think uncle pengchye's son is super cute. I actually have a picture with him, and he actually looks at the camera :D
I'm actually excited about tomorrow's family outing :D

Sunday yay family day for once was pretty fun. Though jie wasn't there cos she's sick. ): Ah wells. I think we'll have an outing or sleepover real soon YAY :D Anyway back to family outing. I think my sister and her brother are like a pair of lovebirds lols. You guys should totally see that picture. Oh and I kinda injured my leg zzz during this game. And carnival games are totally == we got a whole bag of prizes lols. Everyone went home pretty tired but haha it was good spending a nice day with family. (:
Oh and thank God for the good weather :D
Oh oh, girlf I know how we can do the cans alr! :D Don't need to paint them anymore.

Girlf is currently on her way to Malaysia. I bet she has conveniently forgotten to sms me and should have passed the customs by now. Ah wells. I miss her. ):

And yayyy I'm not having another crazy week :D Time for me train and study! :D Me happy :D

Oh and (this is totally not related but) I must remember to check on my water babies later. :D