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"The dreams of which I'm dying are the best I've ever had." - Adam Lambert, Mad World

Yknow, this is one of the days where I serious don't care who sees it or whatever shit they think.

I seriously don't know how they lost.

Yeah okay, they made mistakes. But well, it was a lot less than them.

They were f.disgusting.

But they weren't.

And they should have won.

Because they fought with their hearts.

Unlike them, their seniors.

This shouldn't be the result.

They shouldn't be crying.

Cos they are the Champions.

Juniors, please don't blame yourself. You guys did really well, and I'm really proud of you guys. Keep the passion and the will! You guys will clinch it in the National round. I know you guys will.

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I will always be behind you guys, if I am allowed to.

So on a completely different note,

I'm feeling this increasing sense of shame to be related, however little, to them. EWWW.

Don't bother talking rubbish. Please always remember that you're the cause of all this.

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RAP Symposium was pretty interesting, I must say.

Till we got to TRC and I have NO idea what it was about so the presentation (which was well, a debate) didn't make any sense.

Oh wellz.

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I have a lot of work to do. And there's GA + PFT tomorrow. I can see myself failing PFT oh no.

That would be quite a joke, actually. Bballer to fail PFT/SBJ. Lol.

And what 30. There's no Hannah this year to scare me so that I'll get a B for SBJ. Maybe she should come back and sit in front of me again.

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You know what, that attempt to protecting him is nothing but a complete failure. I'm sorry to say that but, it's time you come to your senses.

Ironically, it is like how much you emphasizes it all the time.

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Love is a queer thing. It drives people up the wall.

I don't blame you for feeling this way, cos I remember when I was in [well,] love with him, I was a million times worse than you are.

Ah wellz.

Once in your lifetime, you'll meet someone worth dying for.

And the rest of the time? It'll be nothing but a childish experience. Plus a lot of unnecessary heartbreaks.

Haiz. What to do?