Went out to study with Ivanaaaaaaaaa :D I thought it was quite successful (: It was the first time for both of us that we properly study studied hur :D Digressed a little in the middle; read a quotes book about what daughters want to say to their dads and I thought it was a really sweet book hur. Then went around looking for ways to make Christmas cards haha :D
So yeah I guess it was a fruitful and happy day yesterday (: Xiexie :D Meeting on Wed again I think :D To study again and maybe make Christmas cards :D

Anyway. I think I'm sick. I'm in this half sick half not sick mode. Like no fever, but feeling terrible. Which is horrible, because I don't really have an excuse to not do things, neither can I do things properly. ANNOYINGZ. Go away.

And I think I have severe withdrawal symptoms from team and training I know it sounds stupid and crazy but it's true! Like how the other time I just said 's okay and I started feeling sad. :/ And how I'm constantly thinking about trainings and games these days. Gosh what's happening to me manzsx.

Oh, and I cried myself to sleep last night. Damn you. Why can't I stop thinking of the good things that once happened? I really want them back, but I know they are impossible.
Why do I keep holding on?
Sometimes, I really hate myself.