moving on

I'm leaving this blog for a while.

Yes, I am doing all that I can to forget you. Wipe you out of the face of my memories. And move on with life, most importantly.

Guess what! Life has changed so drastically. If I had been using a notebook, I guess here would be when I change to a new notebook.

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So, for the past 11 months,

School: AWESOME. Post EYA wasn't really that awesome. Movies had been great, glad that our class's still together as one after one year together. Nonetheless, enjoyed the days with my awesome class (:

Sec 4 was pretty much a disaster, academic wise. 3.2 for Chem (which was *ahem* 90% last year) and 55% for M2. Thanks lots for dearest tablemates, Adeline and Giovanni; clique who is always there, Charmaine, Anqi, Zhang Rui; lab partner and aspiring arsonists Shiqi yup thanks guys. (: A proper one will be done at the end of the year haha.

Oh and my birthday was awesome, though none of the basketballers remembered. It was still nice to know that at least some people cared.

Basketball: ROLLER-COASTER. Emotional Sec 4 farewell and crazy Malaysia trip last year. Thanks yan ping steph iliana liyong rachael for being there to make both events fun and well, memorable.

Died in almost every training, got a new coach, and didn't get into team for the 3rd year running.

Got pissed with coach, got pissed with batch, got kicked out in the first round.

Juniors lost Zone finals too, following the footsteps of B'10.

Thank God Awesome Centers did not change a single bit. (L)

Church: CHANGE. Changed a church, changed personalities leading to a loss of a dear friend, changing a blog to accommodate the changes. I know before this blog was created, everything was going well but overnight everything changed. Ah wellz. Ohoh, there were good things such as Christmas Children Camp etc and thanks girlf for standing by me every single day. (L) New church is good, worship feels like hillsong but not bonded and not close with anyone atm. I'll try. Maturing in spiritual life, Thank You Jesus.

Other things: LIFE-CHANGING. HMCA was the best experience ever. First feel of a MUN, or in this case, MC? I guess. Was fun, learnt a lot, skills wise, and made lasting friends (L) I love HMCA'10 (: WSC was greater than HMCA I guess, cos of the length of time. It is a life-changing experience that I will never, ever, ever forget even in the next lifetime. Thank you for this opportunity, and I love this team more than how much I've loved my basketball team over the 3 years. I started BELIEVERS MUSIC which was life changing, too. My personal daily worship was significantly better and of course, closer to God. Thank You Jesus, once again.

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I guess, you gotta lose something to gain something else, though I would not have minded if I didn't lose those things in order to gain the things I have now. But I guess, it's all in God's wonderful plan.

Thank You for looking after me each day as I grow up,

and hopefully closer and closer to You.

Thank You for Your blood, Your wounds and Your life,

which You shed just to give me life.

Who am I, to decide.

For You my Lord know it all.

No longer do basketball and musicians define my life.

Life now takes on a new direction.

It's studies binded with a better future, academic competitions, worship and Jesus that make my life now.

For good or for worse, I guess no one can say for sure.

For one, I do miss the things I've given up.

I'm leaving it to Jesus. (: