loser

"You can’t always control the circumstances in life, but you can control your attitude toward those circumstances" - Alexander Lockhart

SS and English results were okay. Hopefully I'll manage to get my lappy at the end of the day (:

I think my debate, enunciation, sentence construction and impromptu suck ttm. D:

And this is really sad cos I didn't improve and I feel super loser cos speaking is supposed to be my strong point because without it I'll be a complete loser cos my essays suck ttm and that's a fact that I've accepted and I cannot memorize details so that leaves me to speaking which I have to have to have to have to do well

D:

I seriously think I'm a loser who can't seem to do anything properly. D:

Oh no, this actualization isn't that positive actually.

First PFT, then debate. C'mon manzsx, wanna fill me up with what's coming up next?

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OKAY YUFEI.

You should try to change your thinking and improve yourself.

Ah.

Whining doesn't make a difference.

Ah ah.

You still have to face life.

Oh no ):

I will not be a loser from now on. I. WILL. NOT.

I will do well according to my own standards and stop disappointing every single damn person around me.

Maybe that will start with not crying. Severing tear glands seem to be the only way. Haiz.