It's difficult pretending that those things never happened before.
Those sms sessions, with first you then you.
Those long long fellowship talks about anything under the sun.
Those times where you two never failed to put that smile back on my face.
Those jamming sessions which I hoped they lasted forever.

I still remember, how I'd look through my phone and found songs sent to me without me knowing.
And smile at them.
I still remember, how I'd look through those 70 odd smses we sent in one night.
And smile at them.

I remember being thankful, for every moment of my life.

Then I don't know what happened. But I know something did.
Somehow, somewhere, I just had to forget everything that happened.
All the good memories; no they never existed in my life.

You'll never know,
How it hurts to look at each other,
In a way like we never knew each other.
When in reality, we used to share so many good times together.

It was so sudden, sometimes it still feels like just a bad dream.
That one day, when I wake up, everything will go back to normal.
We'll sms, talk and jam like how we used to.
We'll be there for each other, sharing secrets,
Like how we used to.

Forget it.
Its not like you're ever coming back, anyway.

To all those people out there, shut up it's none of your business.