Lets look at some interesting things that happened to me during the days I didn't post.

Friday went back to church for youth cell meeting. Talked about things. Ended at around 8+. Me and WanTeng decided to crash Steph's house haha and reached home at 11. I shall not mention what we did at her house -winks at WanTeng and glares at Steph-
Oh and I went out shopping with mum in the morning (: We bought gum flavoured shampoo. :D

Saturday did keyboard was disastrous thankfully Khang forgave me at the end of the day YAY love you Khang! :D And the way he did it was to show off his singing range == Like I'm interested but still. It was quite amazing how he can sing like four freaking octaves. -stops typing for a while to dodge at a flying slipper-

Sunday I finally went back to work worked with Jacqueline and JUNHONG'S CLASSMATE for the whole time haha very qiao right. I can seriously start counting how many things we share in common or people we both know haha okay that's beside the point. Was pretty fun lah. Better than working with old aunties so yesterday was pretty enjoyable. (:

Okay bye. Yes I know this IS edited.

YESH I ISH BACK ;D

Malaysia trip '09 was da boomz. :D I LOVE MY BATCHMATES ;D



(Okay I tried by days but wasn't very successful so I shall find another way :D)

Things did as a batch:
I think I personally loved the bus rides and room raidings most. We sang all forms of random songs, played bridge ("PAINFUL, SO PAINFUL!"), played the sa game and the tuki-tuki game, took pictures, suffered from stroke (AHEMilianaAHEM), ate, shopped, played matches, trained. Yupz. Me and Rachael also gave others morning calls hurhur :D

Games:
Not good don't really want to talk about them.

Other random stuff:
I think me and Rachael can be awarded the earliest risers, the neatest and the fastest. -winks- :D
Bridge, as batchmates and me realised, is an intellectually stimulating game, but definitely not vocabulary-ily stimulating. :D
I like the mushroom and cheese egg omelette for breakfast :D

But whatever it is, this trip has been a really emotional one, at least for me. Personally, went through much ups and downs low times high times sad time scared times angry times frustrated times etc. But I'm really glad I have made it through the four days, especially with batchmates.
I know I might still not be as close, but I know I have got to know you guys (and vice versa) a lot better. (: It's okay, lets take things one step at a time. I know we'd soon be very bonded. And get nats champs together. (: Thanks for everything you guys have done for me :D I've really enjoyed this trip, and I really really hope you guys have enjoyed it as much as I did. Remember our Disney movie marathon? :D MUST OKAY! :D I'm really looking forward to it :D

LOVE YOU GUYS TTM, PING STEPH YONG ILI CHAEL ♥♥♥

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Anyway, I think I'm pretty dead. I have MANY things to do. ): Worship on Sat cos Caleb's overseas, work things and HMCA. Shootz I just realised I have actually missed one training session :/ Oh no.
But for now, I really need sleep. Kinda miss my bed too lols.

P.S. STEPH ILI YONG UPLOAD PICTURES! ;D

Today was pretty fun I guess :D
Church was good, fellowship was pretty fun. Food/space fight with Girlf is cool :D
Haha I love that girl. I think I'll really miss her a lot during trip. And during the time when she's gone. ):
So is talking to Steph and sister. And insisting that Uncle Peng Chye is doing "stunt" during worship :D
And I think Shawn has given up teaching me Hokkien. (x
And I think Caleb's getting meannnnnnn ): And trying to ACT cheem. :D
And so what if I'm more on the ugly side huh stupid Khang. I still have the ADORABLE element :D NOT LIKE YOU BLEHHS. :D
And Jingyi and Girlf have REALLY DIFFERENT reactions to the same thing. Lols.

Oh right. Huiyi caught me at Mos today. And can see that she was quite shocked to see me. When on the other hand, WeiEn was calm and collected. Hahah they laughlaughlaugh run in wave wave then ran out. Lols. (x
OHOH. They promised to crash Mos tomorrow (maybe more specifically, my counter. Lols. I bet Aunty Jenny or anyone doing cashier with me would be superrr shocked. Lols.)

So yup, today's cool. (: YAYYYY I'm so excited about trip nowz :D But I haven't packed yet :/ So I think I shall miss tomorrow's game to pack. Though I would be able to make it there on time if I leave earlier. But still. PACKPACKPACK PEOPLE! I hope batchmates have started at least. AHH I CAN TOTALLY MAKE A LIST OF ALL THE THINGS I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO DURING MSIA TRIP!
Okay yufei, self control.

So yeah, working tomorrow again and meeting girlf for dinner after that :D to discuss children camp games hopefully we'll be productive and everything but yeah. :D IT'S GOOD TO MEET HER ANYWAY ;D

And to end off, the compliment of the day:
"YUFEI! YOU LOOK LIKE A GUY! YOU LOOK SO SHUAI!"
Once again. Tsktsk.

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I was really amazed when Girlf prayed about basketball when she was praying for me. Like, wow. Really didn't expect that. Thank God, I truly believe You have inspired her. Yes, God is alive! :D
Thank You Jesus, I love Thee. (:

Batch pictures from sec 4 farewell. (:

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I'm here blogging while waiting for the video to upload :D

So yeah, training #1 today. I think I'm going to fall sick real soon. ): Shitz. Yeah like how after the first thing she made us do, I was going to die. What is happening to me! D:
Learnt a lot of new things though. Have to change shooting style D:
Oh, and only 2 sec 3s were there how awesome.

Lunched out with Kaiwen :D At our favourite BPP! :D
Was quite fun :D Hope we can go for lunch trips again tomorrow :D YAYYY. :D

So yup, a short one. Nothing really really fun happened. And I'm quite tired now. STUPID VIDEO UPLOAD FASTER! )<

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YAY the video has been uploaded! It's on FACEBOOK ;D So YAYYY time to sleeeeeep I'm going to die alr.

Byebye. SIX days to trip wheee :D

Warning: This post is going to be pretty sad? Idk think of a right word. But yeah you get the picture. So skip it if you want. (:

So yeah, sec 4 farewell today. Was quite fun I guess. :D I love my batch more and more by the day. :D Think I really bonded with them quite a bit over all these times :D
Mr Ang came! :D So it was like a combined farewell for him as well. Talked a lot; we've got lovely (6-people) batch pictures with him :D Hope he uploads them.
Everything was fun and okay lah generally. Until like the last part where everything got really sad and stuff I thought the seniors were going to cry. ): And I swear I was going to, too.
Like what Ili said, I really hope that wasn't the last time we're going to see you guys. YOU GUYS MUST COME DOWN FOR OUR GAMES NEXT YEAR! :D

So yeah, here it goes.

Dearest Sec 4 seniors, I know I have never been close to you guys. But yeah, believe it or not, you guys still make up a small part of my journey in rgsbasketball. I know I haven't been a really awesome junior who can play well and everything, but you guys are still willing to help me and teach me and scream at me and give me chances. Thanks for all that. Thanks for the encouragements too. They are really, really appreciated. But yeah! It's okay. All of you must join back basketball next year. And our batch will join back next next year, then we can play together again :D Yeah, kinda make up on my part for all the opportunities and memories lost and missing.
♥ Hannah, Deanna, Jolene, Vivien, Yelin, Squek.

MR ANGGGGG! Really, you've been an awesome coach. You've done so many things for us that you won't really expect a coach to do. And most importantly, you were really the one who instilled that basketball spirit in us. And yes, our batch has been exceptionally close to you. Though I'm not as close, but slowly, the relationship builds up. Really hope you won't forget us, forget rgsbasketball and (heehee) especially our batch. Because we won't ever forget you! We promise to train hard, we promise to get that champion trophy. Thanks for every single little thing you have done for us. We'll leave and live that rgsbasketball tradition!

Now, rgsbasketball is in our hands, batchmates. Promise me, no matter what junk circumstances we go through, we will still be as one, united. I know, there are so many changes that sometimes, we are trying so hard to find back that rgsbasketball spirit that had been so prominent in the past. With so many changes, we really have to salvage whatever that is left, and continue living and leaving this legacy. RGSBASKETBALL SPIRIT CANNOT DIE HERE!
Cos, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
And no matter what happens, we know we still have each other to rely on. Cos we'd always be there for each other.
♥♥ Ping, Na, Qi, De, Vana, Ili, Yong, Steph, Chael.

rgsbasketball, leaving behind a legacy. ♥

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希望，它是人生中最耀眼的星星，黑暗中的一道曙光，照亮冷漠的天空、失落的隧道。人们不能没有它，因为它同时也是生命的泉源，是人们活下去的原因。
希望是什么？它是在人生的低谷中选择相信，选择战斗到底。它是信任，信任一天天空终究会放晴。它是坚持，无论发生什么事，不愿意受到任何的干扰。
每个人都需要希望。你的希望的源头又是什么呢？我的是救主耶稣，所以我要与你们分享一首歌。
(Hope; it is the brightest shining star, a ray of light in the darkness, which brightens cold skies and dejected trails. Humans cannot do without it, as it is the source of life, why humans decide to stay alive.
What is hope? It is how one decides to believe and fight till the end during life's deepest and darkest valleys. It is trust, trusting that one day, the skies will again turn clear. It is persistence; no matter what happens, unwilling to be disturbed.)

Anyway, I saw this guy who had been once down with stroke and thus rendered speechless (literally) currently.
You might be thinking, people like this are everywhere.
But no, this guy is old.
He doesn't have any family members to run back to.
He only got himself to fend for himself.
I think he's really brave.
A warrior; true warrior.
Really, it seems however hard life tries to get him down, it fails.
He never stopped hoping, believing and fighting.
And opposite him, beside me, was this cute little boy; barely three.
It's a new type of hope.
The hope of life.
I always believed new born infants were streams of sunshine that shine like rays of hope.
That's hope for you.

每个人都需要希望。你的希望的源头又是什么呢？我的是救主耶稣，所以我要与你们分享一首歌。
Everyone needs hope. So what's your source of Hope? Mine's in Jesus Christ, thus I want to share a song with you all.

His Glory Appears - Hillsong United, Faith + Hope + Love

You gave me hope
You made me whole
At the cross
You took my place
You showed me grace
At the cross where You died for me

And His glory apprears
Like the light from the sun
Age to age He shines
Look to the skies
Hear the angels cry
Singing Holy is the Lord

Goodnight, there's morning training tomorrow.

YAYYYYYYYYY our sec 4 farewell gifts are doneeee today they're crashing my place to finish up with the video. :D
I love our pretty gifts I think they're like the most wonderful things in the world :D

So yeah, went to chael's place yesterday. Damn funny, she was like leading me to her unit like a controller in a computer game or something. The toilet trip was funnier (x Yeah and realised I was the 3rd to reach lols (there were only 4 people going btw). WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE 3:30 AND I REACHED AT 3:20+!

Okay lah. Ping did the video (but she left halfway for her family dinner and somehow took the pictures away too so yup finishing up with the video today :D) while the rest of us did the gifts. Plan A! Haha which failed eventually cos of lack of materials. Only to find out that this lack of materials was caused by RACHAEL LO PIK YI OVERLOOKING THEM. Tsktsk. But still, plan B turned out REALLY nice too. :D

Yup so work work work work (P.S. Rachael has REALLY nice doughnuts :D That made SOMEONE who was on a diet eat like 3-4? Hahhaha (x) with the funny radio on listening to covers of songs yes 987 stripped haha. I tell you, the radio loves me, that's why. Whenever I go near the radio set, the radio turns itself on. :D Like connects back. Kinda reminds me of one of Mr Bean's show haha (x

So, DINNERRRR gosh ate like a pig 2 piece + 1 cookie (WHITE CHIP FTW!) + 1/3 of a footlong subway sandwich. And there were LOADS of leftovers that me and Liyong had to take like 2 medium whipped potato home each gosh. But still, THANKS FOR THE DINNER! ;D

So worked some more I've got like nothing much to do so I helped with the clean up hur. Yup finished pretty soon then we started looking for random youtube videos (okay maybe not random TOKYO HOTEL gosh I totally love the lead singer he sang the monsoon song when he's freaking 15! RAWR) Then "jammed" a little haha played karaoke party and the guitarrrrr :D Then Iliana's mum came so she went home. Me and Liyong stayed a little longer until the parents were calling at 5min's intervals so yeah she had to go haha. And SHE GAVE ME A LIFT TO CLEMENTI! :D hahah yay thanks yong and mum :D

Me ♥ Awesome Batchmates :D

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Yesterday, while I was going home, I thought of what she said, about how everything in basketball's changing, and nothing feels right anymore. Thank God, so I wasn't the only one. Yeah, our batch is really sad, like how it all started with me and Huifei, then Mr Ong and eventually Mr Ang. Half a year more and there, he's gone.
Which sets me thinking, if in the very beginning Huifei didn't quit and I didn't join, would all this not have happened?
And to top it all off, I realised that the only games I screw up are those with Mr Ang. With limited contact with him already, I have to screw up his and only his matches. Rawr sometimes I really hate myself.
And guess what! Our batch has half a year to salvage all the little bits and pieces of rgsbasketball and try to pass these little bits and pieces on to our juniors. Cos these little bits and pieces are called the rgsbasketball spirit and the rgsbasketball legacy. While dealing with our own emotions and trying hard to be receptive to these new and annoying changes. Which sometimes are not that easy to receive. Haiz.
I really hate changes sometimes. ): (the more I go for Mr Ang's games, the more I feel this way.)

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SEVEN days to trip. This trip, sometimes thinking of it, will not be the same anymore.

So yeah game was pretty disastrous I don't know why I played so super badly. Plus the jersey was suffocating AH WELLS shall not complain. RAWR I FEEL THAT I'VE LET THE TEAM DOWN A LOT, ESP MY BATCH. D:
Ah. Really need to train a lot harder and do the team proud ):

Reached church right on time haha praise God for journey mercy (: Worship was ___ maybe cos I was still panting and aching like nobody's business. Fellowship was much prayer haha. ALL OF THEM INSIST THAT I'M A GUY! But I don't think I look very guy. I insist that. Especially after staring at the mirror much while I was bathing just now.
So yes, to all you shopkeepers and strangers out there. I AM A GIRL so stop calling me SIR or give me weird stares tyvm. :D
But still. Its kinda okay, since I jam with them quite a bit anyway :D Haha yayyyyy crashing Laoshi's house on Fri AND Sat! :D Wheeee. The weirdo. Don't want jam, but can crash. Lols.
Talking about which. LAOSHI HUIYI AND SHAWN! Safe trip and have loads of fun yeah. (: MISSING YOU GUYS ALR. D: I'll miss sms-ing Caleb ah. ): But still. It's like, after they're back, I'm gone. :D MALAYSIA TRIP 09! ;D

Oh and next week's like WHOOSH. Tomorrow, Chael's house with PIZZA lets photo-spam :D
Tues to Thurs, hardcore training. So it's like team time everyday next week hurhur. (x
Any outings, you have to take afternoon haha. I WANT AC OUTING BEFORE TUITION ON TUES! ;D Oh wait WuYou's not free damn.
Wanna date me? :D Hahha Fri's not free already hmm. And so many people owe me outings BLEHHS. I'm going to EXTORT for one the next time I see musicians :D And a picture too :D

Alright, I'm still quite happy now :D Shall work DOUBLY hard for trainings now on! I will do the team proud one day. (:
1000 skips + all other physical, HERE I COME!

P.S. EIGHT DAYS TO TRIP! ;D

It was the last day of school yesterday! (insert emoticon)
Well, this year wasn't as bad as last year. Gosh thanks to LAUJINGHAN I was crying like NUTZZZ. But this year...well. Okay lah. Cos it's kinda like we're going to see each other again next year hur.

Anyway, this is what I did after school! :D


Haha the movie was super spontaneous. Jinghan first said hello to me with her usual "YUFEI!" which scares the living daylights out of you. Then talked a bit and realised that both of us were free so BAM you have it, OUTING ;D Too bad I forgot to take a picture. ):

Anyway, 2012 was not bad. (: Especially if you like Sci-fi I think. I thought I was going to cry at certain parts but still. And it kinda reminds me of Dante's Peak, thinking of it now. But ohwells. It's worth the 6 bucks :D

AND I WANT MORE OUTINGS. :D :D

Arts fest was good too. (: The band item just reminded me of Xingnan Band haha. COPY MR NG'S STYLE! Which kinda made me miss Xingnan Band a lot. ): I miss all the dancing! Though they were tough but THERE WERE FUN ASPECTS TOO. Ah wellz.

And. CHECK OUT OUR MATCHING WATCHES.

Haha Dear Friend and mine! :D

And YAYYY Dear Friend promised AWESOME CENTERS MOVIEEEEEE ;D ;D ;D
♥Awesome Centers :D

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Anyway, for the next few days I'm going to see batchmates and other basketballers so many times that (I might just get sick of them. (x Nah joking. I'LL NEVER GET SICK OF MY AWESOME TEAMMATES!)
Game tomorrow, Batch gathering for sec 4 farewell on Sunday, Sec 4 farewell on Monday (I know very last minute. That's our batch's trademark :D), Tues to Fri all morning trainings. Whoo awesome much? (By Friday, I'll be a piece of dead meat. AND I'M DOING WORSHIP?! No, I'm going to let laoshi do it :D)

And there's a problem today.
HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO RUSH DOWN FROM SBC TO CHURCH TODAY? D: I REALLY hope steph's going then at least she can send me to like Woodlands. Or Mr Ang; he can send me to yew tee even better. AHHH I DON'T WANT TO BE (too) LATE cos it's special pastor today.
D: I hate clashing schedules.

Ah wellz. Byebye. (:

P.S. Yesterday was a HAPPY DAY cos everyone I talked to was in good moods. (:
P.P.S. EIGHT DAYS TO TRIP! :D

To start off, some late pictures haha :D


My sister's keeper @ Toa Payoh Eng Wah, Taking care of small kids @ youth volunteer work, Gymming session #1 with Germaine (Emily and Amanda crashed!)

:D

So yup, ponned school, thanks to muscle aches + dizziness. Hey I'm still feeling a little dizzy hope I won't have some random fever again tomorrow (keeping all fingers crossed) cos I'm going for arts fest with Dear Friend. :D

So yup, went out with Jiayi for lunch in an attempt to support Lingzhi, but ended up getting her scolded :/ I feel very bad now for not going back when it was her break hur cos I was really on the verge of fainting. Gosh what is freaking wrong with me huh.

Anyway, it's sec 4 farewell next Monday and guess what our batch hasn't really done anything yet ): That just means that we need a BATCH SLEEPOVER :D So cool I can totally crash Steph's church after both of our services and go to (whoever's) house together :D Haha yay :D
And on top of that, crashing laoshi's house at 5:30 wheeee :D Sat's going to be an exciting and fun day ;D (really hope that laoshi won't somehow change his mind halfway or something :/ Keeping 10 fingers crossed again)

Ohoh, I've found really good Christian books for youths at the library opposite to Jurong Point today :D There's so manyyyyy and it's really relevant to us :D I'M GOING TO READ ALL OF THEM ;D And you should, too :D

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I will never forget that; yesterday after training, how I was like OH you are MY bestie and you are MY dear friend foreverrrrrr! And you guys said haha yes. It really meant a lot to me. Don't know if it means that much to you, but just want you to know, it really meant a lot to me. Thanks guys, love you all forever. ♥

Saw an ex-senior's class photo on facebook just now. And it kinda sets me thinking. Next year, without O levels to worry about, what would I personally take away and leave behind in Raffles? Despite being a really normal part of this school.

Don't worry, I am not emo-ing. And byebye. (:

P.S. TEN DAYS TO TRIP! :DDDDDDDDDD

Game + Training = HELL.
Dead tired now. X.x But still have to go to school tomorrow for STEPHHHHH feel honoured please :D
But seriously, what should I wear? I am NOT turning up in band tee again.
Back to basketball. I could literally feel the strain in my muscles during the fastbreaks or times when I needed to pick up speed during training gosh.
Since game was basically base line to base line + jump like crazy for rebounds.
Haha, I like the nice shot + nice assist from Liyong :D

Sad, can't go for the game on Sat. Caleb you'd better feel honoured. SACRIFICE GAME FOR JAMMING! Haha actually I "forced" him into jamming lols. :D BUT STILL. ;D

Next week hardcore training for four days straight gosh wish me luck manz. I really wonder how I'd be on Friday after training haha (x

Oh oh I have to say this. I'M FREAKING HAPPY THAT I'VE GOTTEN IN TO TLL'S HMCA! ;D Wooohoooo people from HARVARD ;D

Alright, I should really read faster. 17 more days and my books are due :/

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It's really not my fault that I take this house as a hotel, or even worse, because you guys forced me into it.
Because you guys don't ever appreciate anything that I do.
Because whatever I do, it'll always appear to you that to me, friends are always the top priority.
When I'm trying my best to level it.
But seriously, who won't if all their parents talked about was money?
When you're sick, you get scolded because you're wasting their money.
And they ask you to keep long hair cos they can save up on barber money.
And complain for 30 min because something cause 30cents more.

When I attempt to touch you with worship songs, you say I look possessed cos I don't open my eyes.
You say I'm noisy, I'm inconsiderate, when the one inconsiderate is at the core, you.
Like how you'd always blast the TV or better still turn it on or any random music when I play.
Whatever, I give up on converting you guys.

When I attempt to please you with results, all that's coming out is how there are still a gazillion people in front of me.
Sorry, I am just not them. If you really want those freaks as your kids, be my guest.
I don't fucking give a damn.

When I attempt to make the family more bonded by taking time off schedule to go for family outings no matter how boring they are,
You say I show attitude. You can even say that you'd rather I'm not around.
Oh my, thank God manz. I'd rather be doing something FUN than to be stuck to boring old toads like you who should just drown yourself in money.
Won't that make you feel happier? You don't need people around anyway.

And now. You can tell me how this means me putting friends ahead of family.
"You know, to send Kaiwen to Boon Lay, I have to make a gigantic detour and spend 10 more minutes!"
"It's okay. You won't have to do it anymore, cos you don't have to pick me up after training anymore. I can just go home with them."
WHATEVER. When I actually think that it's a win-win situation, you get home earlier, I get to talk to my friends.
You fucking assume that if you want to fetch me, you'd have to fetch my friends. And in reality, don't deny how much you hate fetching me.
Stop trying to act like a saint. It's is freaking DISGUSTING.
Oh yes, don't talk about it anymore. I don't really want to change your thinking, and neither can you change my original intention.

So if you think making me look like the not-filial one here makes you feel better cos you can use that as an excuse to be more biased to my sister than you already are,
BE MY GUEST.

I FUCKING HATE YOU, DAD AND MOM. FUCKING HATE YOU.
And sorry, I don't really have any intention to change that thought of mine. Stop asking me to keep trying. Cos I'm giving up, right here, right now.

This was on my facebook previously. But just felt like putting it here :D

6C'06 + Xingnan Band'06
XINGNAN IS LIKE THE BEST DAMN PRIMARY SCHOOL (minus Gau). Seriously, it's not an over-statement. I know 6C might not have been as bonded as comparsed to 6H or 6B or something. But still, we're the best. I will always remember the post exam activities and my tablemates scribbling on my notebook hurhur. I still keep the notebook yoz. And also those gossip + recesses with close friends MENGDI and XIAOHAN. EH WHEN'S OUR OUTING UH! And class gatherings! They are fun. BBQ someday anyone? :D Thanks for making my P6 year a good one, despite missing days in school because of band. THANKS GUYS. :D
Xingnan Primary School, Top Brass Band for 2006! Yes I know you guys must be like over the moon when you've got the message. Because of all the sweat and tears we've put in. No one can undermine the amount of hardwork we've put in just to get that honour. All those times together, being scolded, and still have to continue to lead the CCA; being the first to arrive and last to leave for practices, having all those circles on our lips. We've been through much together as a batch, and that's why we've got the most memories. And yes, MALAYSIA TRIP! I know you guys might still be feeling sore or something cos we didn't get to go to hongkong, but I want to tell you, those days spent together are really really treasured. :D Like I'll not forget how we tried to escape from the teachers by trying to have illegal gatherings past curfew, or trying to burn deodorant bottles, or the many attempts to teach CYNTHIA LAI to blow bubbles from bubble gum. I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW TO NOW, but it was still a funny memory HAH (x Thanks for being my awesome batchmates. (:

108'07!
Yeah I know I've had manymany problems with this class. Nevertheless, I'll not forget the fun times we've had, all those crazyyyy times with all my awesome tablemates INEZ HUEYFANG VANESSA ILIANA ;D Lessons were never boring with you guys around. (: And yeah who can forget the weekly house-crashing from ANNA, ANGIE and NICO. Hurhur. Psst, I still have your works! (x And of course, crying together (the netball team) cos we lost netcarn running in the rain ah I kinda miss those times too. And of course, secret pals and friends and outings and everything. :D And of course, my awesome study buddy + travel buddy NICO TEO! Thanks for being there and talking long talks all the way home. :D Thanks for all the memories ah now I feel like going back and am feeling very old. D:

RGSSBandettes!
Yeah, I know I'm no longer in the CCA. And yeah, I still sometimes feel guilty for not finishing the journey with you all. But of course, I'll never ever forget that one fun year with Mr Ong. I know I haven't been the best batchmate and yes, have been very arrogant cos I've played before in primary school. Yeah, sorry for that. But still, your understanding and care have really, really touched me. And all the batch outings! They have been really fun. And yes, really just want to mention BINGRUI. Thanks for being such a nice SBM, the person I can talk anything and everything to. The person who understands my bad days and puts up with all my nonsense. And the person who always cheers me up. (: Really, if not for you, this journey would be a really, really tough one. And yes, you guys are the top batch now. I know I'm not in the position to say much, since I was not with you guys to go through the thicks and thins. But all I want to say is, all the best, BRING RGSSB TO GREATER HEIGHTS!

208'08!
This is like seriously the best class of my life. Even now. Yes 208 thanks for ALL the wonderful lovely memories. I miss you guys A LOT. Really want a class gathering. D: Yes I MISS LESSONS WITH MY BESTEST DESKIE LAUJINGHAN! And yeah there's like no one to stress me out now during exams.(teoh meiyi) No one to talk worship to. (poh shiqi) No one to go crazy with ah. (that group I usually hang out with) I really miss all those good memories. I remember enjoying every school day with you guys and yes you guys really made me cry on the last day of school. Netcarn DNite ACP EVERYTHING. Everything is loved and missed! Thanks 208, thanks for all those memories. Thanks for simply being the BEST DAMN CLASS. :D

secthree'09-rgbballers!
Yup batchmates. These are words from the bottom of my heart. Yes, I know you guys started out feeling really skeptical about me, cos of all the bad things I (may) have done and also because of the fact that I am going to be this totally skill-less person who would lag the whole batch behind. And I know you guys don't have to try to bond or accept me. But you guys did. I can really feel that effort from you guys. Thanks for being understanding when I make mistakes. Even if those mistakes are the ones that caused our team to lose. You guys will still tell me that I've improved, and it's okay. Thanks so much, for all those effort put in. And yes, no one will forget Malaysia Trip'08, all the room raidings and meals together. Haha I would always spend much time staring at our lovely batch picture. (: And all those other batch bonding times like meals out commenting about the game with bench players shouting instructions (even if they are irrelevant haha) sec4 farewell'08 prep at liyong and de's house. Everything, they are all those little things I smile at thinking of them at night. Thanks for all that, dearest batchmates. (:

Awesome Centers!
YES ZHANGKAIWEN AND WUYOU! You guys are seriously the BEST friends one can ever ask for. (: Thanks for being the ones who are ALWAYS, ALWAYS ALWAYS there to listen to me complain about the most trivial things possible. Or going crazy laughing at the most not-funny things on earth haha. :D Trainings are made so much better with you guys. And yes, you guys are that source of motivation when things get hard, especially in basketball. And yes, thanks for your faith in me, thanks for sharing things with me. (: We must stay this close forever okay! With more ice-cream trips YES WE HAVE TO GO COPY DOWN THE "GOT TWO COWS" THINGUM! :D And yes, more pictures and more trips home! Haha yes kaiwen our lame topics on bus rides home and yes wuyou our lame topics on bus/train rides to tuition center haha :D YAY thanks guys. You guys always make me happy :D WE MUST STAY THISCLOSE FOREVER! ;D

307'09!
Yes, this is one class that is really really different from my sec 2 class. Well, there were unpleasant things that happened, and yes I did get unhappy with the class once, but overall this year has been a really fulfilling one. Thanks to all my tablemates AMANDA LOW scribbling on your notebook is fun EMILY KOH getting lost in stats questions with you is memorable WU SHIQI screwing up lab sessions with you is funny VERNA GOH with you looking through my pencil case EVERYDAY is freaky. But all in all, AWESOME TABLEMATES you make lessons fun and memorable and funny and sometimes a little hard to concentrate. :D Of course, things we've done as a class, LJs'09 they were really fun, OBS is something that I won't forget even in my next life. Because of you guys. (: Lets have more fun next year! :D 407 is rocking the level coming 2010! :D Thanks for everything guys. :D REALLY. :D

ICCY feat MUSICIANS!
Yep, you guys are like this really different group of people that I face outside of my school environment. But yet, you guys are the most interesting and really make my life the most colourful. I know there have been unhappiness time and again during the time I've been with you guys, but still, the good times are really appreciated. Yes who can forget all the lovely CAMPS though we totally disgrace ourselves with last min dancing hahahha and CHRISTMAS PERFORMANCE who cares if Ruby came in early for the dance it was still FANTASTIC :D And the car rides home with HuiYi and Ruby talking about crap or singing songs haha. (: It is pretty entertaining to listen to you guys talk about things hur. Ah wells I don't really know what you guys are talking about hur sorry :/ But still. And yes RANDOM PEOPLE *ahem* jingyi *ahem* going high at random timings are ENTERTAINING. :D And all the talks with Steph and with her wound up laughing like a madwoman :D Yes, thanks for all those lovely memories cell group! :D You guys are the most fantastic cell anyone can get :D
MUSICIANS! Yes this is like my 1743274398650932389453 repeating this but still :D I LOVE YOU GUYS CALEB KOA AND KHANG JUNHONG TO THE MAXXXXXXXX. Thanks for introducing me to worship and keyboard :D Thanks for all the jamming sessions. Thanks for all the entertaining and animated fellowship talks. Thanks for all that you've done. Everything. You guys really did many things that I never expected you guys to do. You guys are seriously the sweetest guys in the whole wide galaxy :D Yes, all those funny talks seriously too many to list out make me smile ALL THE WAY till I fall asleep. And even make me dream of them at times (SERIOUSLY). You guys will be loved till the end of time and WE MUST STAY THIS CLOSE if not CLOSER foreverrrrrrr :D Like seriously, SO WHAT IF IT'S TWO GUYS + ONE GIRL HUH. :D

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Byebye flying off for match now :D

Listing;

Some realisations made today:

1. I am a person who's trapped in a little bubble of my own. I have weird definitions of things.
2. I am easily satisfied. All it takes to melt me down to the ground is a kind gesture.
3. And that means, on the other hand, small things can affect my mood big time too.
4. Maybe point 2 and 3 should be summarised as being very sensitive hmm.
5. I was thinking of the things that happened and had superimposed his face with another person whom I'm not as close to. And I've got similar outcomes. Hmm.
6. I am addicted to Fifteen by Taylor Swift.
7. I've got a job and I hope it's for real this time.
8. Yesterday was my last day of school so I was wondering about my class ice-cream sticks hmm.
9. I can forget all the grudges I bear against a person if I realise that he/she's upset. Sadistic hmm?
10. Lingzhi came over today and I've just found out how much I've missed her.
11. Today has been quite a good day.
12. We might be playing against a Singapore school (eg Dunearn or Unity Sec) tomorrow. And I really hope there's indoor court. And that it doesn't rain during training tomorrow.
13. I'm getting more and more excited about trip :D Feel like typing out the itinerary but MAYBE NOT.
14. Blogging in points sometimes makes things clear. And it's fun.
15. My points are getting longer.
16. I haven't posted on Rachael's facebook wall yet. And now I have, the post looks really random.
17. I shall do a facebook survey to wait for my 15 mins. :D
18. My tuition classmates were very random today.
19. I forgot how to go to SBC and have a match there tomorrow. Awesome shit.
20. My juniors are complicated manzsx.

Byebye. (: This list may extend later again.

So yeah, went to watch My Sister's Keeper as a whole sec 3 batch.
The only bad thing was that we waited like forever for the movie to start zzz.
The movie was DAMN SAD. You can practically hear the whole cinema sniffing. Lols, CHENG ANQI, so much for nothing to cry about hor.
End up having fits in the cinema from crying. (x
And I really wonder if Amanda Low was moved (x

Went out for a 5 people batch lunch haha was pretty entertaining laughed a lot :D But didn't discuss about sec 4 farewell hmm. But ah wells, WHO CARES ;D
Training was pretty slack cos it was raining. Drills, ball handling, little bits of physical. I hate leg raisers. Was with Awesome Centers the whole while :D Was really fun :D Just wasn't really with batch. Hmm.
Talked about basketball trip WHOOO SUPER EXCITED NOW ;D Rooming with Rachael again haha EARLY RISERS FTW! ;D And gambling dens and room raiding and meals and bus rides and EVERYTHING!
I LOVE MAH BATCH ;D

And BE JEALOUS. No school tomorrow! :D :D I shall spend the whole day reading bookssssss :D WHICH REMINDS ME. ANQI WHERE'S MY HP 6! Haha (x

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Things cleared up. I'm really glad.
Learnt a lesson from it all.
But I really just hope our relationship will be a smooth sailing one forever.
(:

Okay yufei, you promised. It's time to fulfill your promises.

So yeah went for youth's volunteering thingum today. No photos cos we were all busy working.
Yay us, the people who worked the whole day -smiles at Khang- :D

So yeah, I was late. Freak the bus driver manzsx. Missed 174. And tried to be smart but ended losing our way so cabbed down. $6 FLY AWAY sianzsx.

Go there, was greeted with "you are late" from Caleb. Thanks manzsx.
And there. Worked the WHOLE DAY.
Scrubbing walls to Painting to (fine) Lunch Break to Taking care small children (see I said ISO was cursed) to Painting + sweeping + mopping to Installing things like bookshelves (yes I know you are shocked cos I failed DnT in sec 1 :D)
But overall, it was FUN. Khang, you don't reveal my secret, I shall not reveal yours. Deal? :D

Then went for dinner. Didn't really like it, there was some funny thing in the rice though the entire thing looked like pepper lunch. Hmm. Ate until very happy; the guys were ordering food as though food was free of charge. Wow.

Yup, and now I'm home. Dead tired I think I'll die in training tomorrow :D Well, good thing's there's my sister's keeper tomorrow :D -eyes Anqi :D-
And there's like WHOO 3.5hrs before training how awesome is THAT. :D Batch outing? :D

And talking about which. I MISS DE AND IVANA D:

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I don't want to continue like this anymore.
There is a problem in the relationship; it's not right for me to be closer to him than you.
Can we please solve it and stop it?
Really, please just stop it.

Cos it's killing me.

During basketball, there is this trend. And that is, whenever I defend a shooter, she'd get the ball in.
I didn't know that trend can be observed in my life, as well.

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One thing I shall keep in my heart for the day. And maybe forever? :D

MUSICIANS SHALL FOREVER BE MUSICIANS. ;D

The five traits of a MUSICIAN. :D

1. CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC.
Example to substantiate: Singing random songs like FATHER ABRAHAM in the middle of youth discussion/Volunteering to do support singing when he finally gets a day off from worship.
2. CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT PERSONAL INSTRUMENT.
Example to substantiate: After sermon and discussion, all CHIONGGGGG to Keyboard/Guitar/Drums/Having LIVE concert in the middle of the church.
3. CANNOT DEVIATE FROM SPORTS.
Example to substantiate: "It's like, in the middle of a basketball game, when you're about to shoot, someone tell you that the basketball is orange"/"torres fall down" song's still stuck in my head. All credits to KHANG JUNHONG.
4. CANNOT DON'T TALK TO EACH OTHER FOR MORE THAN 5 MINUTES MAX.
Example to substantiate: Caleb was OBVIOUSLY trying to dao me or something for some weirdddd reason. But when me and Junhong start jamming...HAHA LOSER ;D
5. SUPER TELEPATHIC!
Example to substantiate: Father Abraham song it was only the three of us singing HAHA. And how we know when to come in for songs :D And how we add together make worship POWERFULLLL ;D

YAY MANZSX I ♥ MY AWESOME MUSICIANS TO THE MAX ;D I want musicians outings! :D
Love you guys :D DON'T YOU DARE CHANGE! :D We MUST stay this close forever. Or even closerrrr. BUT AT LEAST THIS CLOSE. FOREVERRRRR. ;D

Khang Junhong and Caleb Koa ♥♥♥

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Ahem. Anyway.
Children camp on the 3rd and 4th of Dec. Hope there isn't training hmm but highly impossible.
Children games, anyone? I tell you, ISO is cursed. After ISO, I'm starting to have all forms of connections with children. HMM.
Things to do for children camp: CHILDREN GAMES, GROUP NAME, WORSHIP. But worship WILL be good. :D I'm going to kapo junhong down too. Yay musicians :D EVEN IF THERE'S TRAINING ON FRIDAY, I'M PONNING for worship :D Or maybe finish with worship and ZAO :D
Half an hour leh. Wonder how many songs we can do hmm.

And youths are going to do volunteer work tomorrow. So another photo entry tomorrow :D Meeting girlf. :D

Alright, bye bye bye ;D

Hmm sorry the ISO post has to come one day later hurhur. Wasn't in a good mood yesterday.

So.

This was one of the really lame games we played yesterday while waiting for the primary school kids.
Looks peaceful right? :D


No longer so after we have our FIRST victim :D Who hid behind the chair trying to escape forfeit. But hmm wasn't all that successful.

And now.

She is being sabo-ed.
And she starts murdering the one who sabo-ed her :D


When everyone's tired. But I LIKE THE STAR ;D


Seriously, our jump shot skills PHAIL. :D


And yes, we eventually gave up ;D SEE THESE PICTURES LOOK SO MUCH GLAM-ER. :D


Hi photographer of the day! :D And the incorrigible game addict. Tsktsk.

And on our way home...

JUST LOOK AT THOSE TREES :D

The classique of the day:
Yufei: Eh Haitong uh, where do you stay?
Anqi: NORTH POLE!
Haitong: ... no lah, I stay at Aljunied
Yufei: Like that I stay in the south pole liao lah! Since I stay in Boon Lay... And I can be like a penguin and Haitong can be like a polar bear! Since there are polar bears in North pole and penguins in south pole.
Anqi: No! Yufei must be a polar bear.
Haitong: Why? Cos polar bears are bigger?
Anqi: No! Cos I stay near yufei and I like polar bears.

:D

Anqi shall forever be anqi. (x

But still, thanks much to her for the company till 6:15 while waiting for prayer meeting! ♥
Yep, service today. No jamming cos Caleb can't make it. But I'll still be there at like 6. To jam on my own play the keyboard. And maybe I'll be down for support today. Who knows.

Alright, ISO PEOPLE UPLOAD YOUR PICTURES NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ;D

You know, you told me how much you hated tolerating my instability.
How I'd always swing up and down and up and down.
And you really don't know how to handle me.

I am sorry.
I'm really trying to change.
But there are so many things that happen each day that affects my mood in all ways.

I know it's not standing as an excuse anymore.
Whatever, that's not really my point.

My point is.
I am also tired of your instability.
I just want you to know that I am not your soccer ball.
I am not like a thing, where you take it when you need it and chuck it aside when you don't.
I don't know when you'd be all nice to me again,
Or when you'll just give me a super sian attitude and dao me like no one's business.

Because it affects my mood like 10 times more.
And that's because you're almost the most important person in my life.
But sorry, I don't want it to affect me any further.

But seriously. You're like a star.
You're shining like one.
You're so busy; too busy to notice.
I don't blame you. You got to where you are based on your own abilities.

But the saddest part of it all is that,
You actually don't care.
From the very beginning, it had just been an ugly lie.
Like how paper can never cover fire,
Your lie has left a deep ugly scar.

It hurts to realise that all this while, you have been pretending.
There were no real feelings at all.
All my efforts were in vain.
Because it takes two hands to clap. Not one.
And no matter how hard that one hand tries, there will not be a sound.

I promised myself not to get affected anymore.
I promised myself not to cry anymore.
I promised myself to stay strong.

But I think I'm breaking my promises tonight.

Just so you know,
You've affected my mood big time tonight.

ISO #1;

Stupid blogger CANNOT TURN THE PICTURES! D;

So yes, ISO day one today :D @ republic poly (please turn your head :D)


This was my fellow gallery walker :D She's YuQian from Dunman High :D


Had okay-ish food, went pretty crazy with Kaiwen's classmate (shootz I forgot her name again) koped some nice food. Primary school kids were cute, especially when it came to mousehunt :D

Oh, and did I mention the refreshment area had really nice walls? :D





And this is what you do when talks get really boring. :D

So yup, was a pretty fun day overall :D
Day two tomorrow. MISSING CLASS PARTY AND PROGRESS REPORT AND SEEING DE BEFORE SHE GO TO TAIWAN! D: I'm already missing her ugh D: ONE WHOLE MONTH OF TRAINING AND CLASS WITHOUT HER! D;



De, Ger and Vana. Promise me a safe and fun trip yeah. ♥
MISSING YOU GUYS ALREADY! D:

P.S. tag me people. :D

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I don't want to start losing things now. ):
Cos I feel that I am. And losing more and more as time goes.

I want things to remain in that top quality from the very beginning till the very end.
This sucks.

When faith, hope and love no longer carry us through.

Cos I'm no longer of worth to you, that's why you're chucking me aside like a soccer ball. Don't deny it.
I've had enough.

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