Game + Training = HELL.
Dead tired now. X.x But still have to go to school tomorrow for STEPHHHHH feel honoured please :D
But seriously, what should I wear? I am NOT turning up in band tee again.
Back to basketball. I could literally feel the strain in my muscles during the fastbreaks or times when I needed to pick up speed during training gosh.
Since game was basically base line to base line + jump like crazy for rebounds.
Haha, I like the nice shot + nice assist from Liyong :D

Sad, can't go for the game on Sat. Caleb you'd better feel honoured. SACRIFICE GAME FOR JAMMING! Haha actually I "forced" him into jamming lols. :D BUT STILL. ;D

Next week hardcore training for four days straight gosh wish me luck manz. I really wonder how I'd be on Friday after training haha (x

Oh oh I have to say this. I'M FREAKING HAPPY THAT I'VE GOTTEN IN TO TLL'S HMCA! ;D Wooohoooo people from HARVARD ;D

Alright, I should really read faster. 17 more days and my books are due :/

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It's really not my fault that I take this house as a hotel, or even worse, because you guys forced me into it.
Because you guys don't ever appreciate anything that I do.
Because whatever I do, it'll always appear to you that to me, friends are always the top priority.
When I'm trying my best to level it.
But seriously, who won't if all their parents talked about was money?
When you're sick, you get scolded because you're wasting their money.
And they ask you to keep long hair cos they can save up on barber money.
And complain for 30 min because something cause 30cents more.

When I attempt to touch you with worship songs, you say I look possessed cos I don't open my eyes.
You say I'm noisy, I'm inconsiderate, when the one inconsiderate is at the core, you.
Like how you'd always blast the TV or better still turn it on or any random music when I play.
Whatever, I give up on converting you guys.

When I attempt to please you with results, all that's coming out is how there are still a gazillion people in front of me.
Sorry, I am just not them. If you really want those freaks as your kids, be my guest.
I don't fucking give a damn.

When I attempt to make the family more bonded by taking time off schedule to go for family outings no matter how boring they are,
You say I show attitude. You can even say that you'd rather I'm not around.
Oh my, thank God manz. I'd rather be doing something FUN than to be stuck to boring old toads like you who should just drown yourself in money.
Won't that make you feel happier? You don't need people around anyway.

And now. You can tell me how this means me putting friends ahead of family.
"You know, to send Kaiwen to Boon Lay, I have to make a gigantic detour and spend 10 more minutes!"
"It's okay. You won't have to do it anymore, cos you don't have to pick me up after training anymore. I can just go home with them."
WHATEVER. When I actually think that it's a win-win situation, you get home earlier, I get to talk to my friends.
You fucking assume that if you want to fetch me, you'd have to fetch my friends. And in reality, don't deny how much you hate fetching me.
Stop trying to act like a saint. It's is freaking DISGUSTING.
Oh yes, don't talk about it anymore. I don't really want to change your thinking, and neither can you change my original intention.

So if you think making me look like the not-filial one here makes you feel better cos you can use that as an excuse to be more biased to my sister than you already are,
BE MY GUEST.

I FUCKING HATE YOU, DAD AND MOM. FUCKING HATE YOU.
And sorry, I don't really have any intention to change that thought of mine. Stop asking me to keep trying. Cos I'm giving up, right here, right now.