fire burning

"Don’t part with your illusions. When they are gone you may still exist, but you have ceased to live." - Mark Twain

Short break before starting on WSC essay. After all, I am going to finish Lit and have finished all my school homework.

Today the Lord showed me Job. I think He's making me the next Job. I will past the test, Lord! Thank You for always being there for me. (: Go ahead and take everything away from me; they are yours anyway.
But just let the test fall on me, and me alone.
I love You, Lord.

I got this while browsing through the batch blog. Yeah I think it's time you guys know that I actually know the url and the existence of this blog. And nope no one told me I found it out myself. I googled it. Go ahead and change the url or lock it. Yup, that means that I know what you guys have be so called doing behind my back since long time ago. Anyway, the picture.



Whatever happened to our innocence, our bonded-ness. This sounds wrong but if going against me makes you guys more bonded,
Go ahead.
It feels better seeing you guys bonded, even if it means that I can't ever bond with you guys.
I lost that initial feeling towards rgsbasketball, or basketball, even.
I think we have all forgotten how to smile,
From our hearts.
Whatever. It's just a few more trainings to go. I don't actually understand why she's even calling us back. Maybe something went wrong with the connection, yet again.
I don't know why this is becoming an ordeal to survive through.

Alrighty, lets start on essay and chuck away all these unhappy thoughts
(:
At least doing essay = makes me think of WSC team = makes me happy.

Right. My dad's calling the entire family out now. Change of plans to memorising the last part of lit first.
And math's STILL not signed (: