taste of perfection

I passed by that place today. Yup, everything flooded back.
I could still make you out from your silhouette.
I knew what you were doing.
I miss doing all those with you.
I thought I c0uld let it all go.
But apparently, no.
I miss you.
Cos once you've gotten a taste of perfection,
You won't settle for anything less.

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Please stop blaming yourself.
Please cheer up.
I know you won't see this but,
You are actually freaking me out already.
It's not your fault. Some things are just meant to be.
You are awesome, and all of us can see that.



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I really don't like the idea that the entire world is treating me like a weakling;
I'm someone who breaks down once touched.
I am really not that fragile.
The reason why I even dare to cry in front of you is because,
I trust you guys.
But no.
I won't cry again.
Not in front of you guys at least.
And I'll prove to you that I am not who you think I am.

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Maybe I'll understand why he is like that one day.
Because work,
Is the best way one numbs himself.

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Math PT is done. Math Unit Summary is done. Math paper's not signed. I feel like a loser for Chem. I have to mug Bio, Physics and Lit. I have to finish Physics assignment and Chinese compo.
I don't feel happy. At all. I feel like a loser.

"By believing passionately in something that still does not exist, we create it. The nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired." - Kafka