Anti-depressant

"Forgetting doesn't make it all better, it just makes it hurt again when I remember." - Cynthia

Cheer up friend.

Math is not going away.
I really hope she had forgotten to mark one of my questions.
Please.
Ugh.
I want Mr Leek back ):

So I did finish my Bio and Physics notes after all. So maybe I'll treat myself to a movie in an attempt to take my brain off Math.

It's funny how Math was the only subject that I mugged and I'm getting a 35% for it.
Not helping that I've failed journal.
Okay whatever. 85% for everything else that comes!

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I think I suck.
I give people hell cos in their opinion, I'm being too hard on myself.
I think it's because I have not been able to let the fact that I am a loser sink into me.
But I guess it sinks deeper with every failure I go through.
Yeah, like what my mum said, it doesn't make sense for someone to fail all the time,
There must be something wrong with the person.
Sorry friends. I will stop pursuing self worth from now on, cos I don't deserve any anyway.
Maybe that would help me stop losing friends.
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Sorry, it has been really long, but you're irreplaceable.
Yes, moved on, new friends, new company, and even new guy friends,
But none meets up to you.
Imy. ):

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I don't care if they want to fight on or not; they have to.
They have to win Unity by 5 points on Monday. I don't care; they don't have a choice.
Ugh. I miss (fighting with, playing with, training with, being with) them; I knew I was part of them back then.

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I think I'm falling into depression.