Missing

“ Along the way, I’ve learned that you can’t let anyone in too far and you can’t trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you are just setting yourself up for disappointment. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you’re broken, you’ll never be fully fixed. ”

I'm missing a lot of things now.

I miss rgsbasketball.
I miss training with them, getting scolded, water breaks, jokes, physical, cramming into mr ang's car, talking rubbish, games, everything, with them.
rgsbasketball = sec4'10 batchmates, sec3s, sec2s, sec1s juniors, Mr Ang and Mr Ong.
Not anyone else. For now.

I miss WSC.
I miss the competition, I miss that kind of rush you get,
But I miss the people more.
I miss going crazy with them, whining and laughing and doing last minute cramming with them, talking rubbish, staying up, quizzing each other, screaming when we realise that we didn't memorise something, attacking each other's schools, so many.
WSC = Seniors + Juniors + Trainers.
I don't want to think about June; I can't stand it.

Guess what.
Life changed.
And I don't miss you anymore.

Btw, the most trivial of all, Chem and English were fine. Well maybe not fine when I didn't manage to finish English and got one mark deducted for Chem so far.
To all my friends who THINK they screwed Chem up. 1. I bet you didn't and 2. There are so many other exams you can score in!

I really hope you're not angry with me. ): I'm so sorry.

"The pride of the peacock is the glory of God.
The lust of the goat is the bounty of God.
The wrath of the lion is the wisdom of God.
The nakedness of woman is the work of God." - William Blake