days

"Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower." - Hans Christian Anderson

I think the reason why I want to get into Hwa Chong's humanities prog so much,
Is that I've had enough of the RGS atmosphere.
I see so many people changing to people that we no longer recognize.
I don't want to be like that, really.

I am really crossing my fingers that I'll get a 4.0 for Lit. PLEASE ah. ):

Anyway, yesterday's ADWII was awesome (: When I was sharing, that passion for worship came back again, thank God. I thought I lost it already, after not serving for so long.
Thank God, really. (:

"my life is perfect on the outside but maybe cracked inside" - Caleb

Well, mine isn't even perfect on the outside, lol.

Sometimes, I don't even recognize myself anymore.
It's funny how the factors that defined my life in the past were basketball, musicians and jamming, friends
And now, well friends still define, but other things changed. No more basketball, or jamming. And WSC took it's place. Worship took the place of jamming.
Sounds like life has taken a positive turn? I don't know.
I really don't.
All that I know is, I'm not the person I know I am anymore. And it's a little...scary.
Why can't life just stay very much the same?

And guess what. I'm still not doing well for school. And guess why? CARELESS MISTAKES.
Sometimes, I just feel like shooting myself in the head.

Haiz. What to do?