Sorry, I'm really afraid of losing you, like what I had before, so many times. I don't know how I am supposed to literally, survive, if it happens again.
Sorry, I know I'm irritating at times, I know I'm too over at times.
I really don't want to lose you. You have no idea how I had led life in the past 4 months. And sorry, till now, I don't dare to let myself totally believe that everything has gone back to normal, no matter how much I try to fool myself at least into believe it.

You never know, how much you cheer me up, brighten my day, with one sms, one line, or just by letting me know that you're still my friend, who is the fool who believes in me no matter what happens, even though you refuse to admit to it.

I know. I know. I'm like the most idiotic person on Earth.

And I promise myself. I'll not cry anymore. Yufei is a big and strong girl. She shouldn't be crying all the time anymore.

And I'm still left with WSC.