Fighting;

I got into RMUN after all. THANKS SO MUCH SHERYL ;D You're awesome (L)

WSC was superrrr demoralizing. Like I was below average for art and can't understand quantum physics when the entire class has.
But it's alright.
I'm going to mug for it like crazy. Mug mug mug.

Tomorrow's academics day. I WILL sort out ALL my notes and start reading them and finish all revision exercises and papers that I need to. I WILL DO IT.
English Math Chinese mostly. Everything else is almost done, anyway :D

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On 13/3, your birthday. I wonder if you have given up on the friendship. I wonder if you think that there's really no need to try anymore. But I can't blame you. And I won't. Cos though I might appear to care a lot in smses, presents, msn, whatever not, I can never muster up the courage to even TALK to you in church. I'm a nobody. I had never really fought for you, for your friendship and everything. I'm not worth you, I'm sorry.
Today was supposedly the last time I can see your face, hear your voice, hear the keyboard we used to love, and where we started, and everything. So I guess it's alright? I really wanted today to be better, to be one that I can remember. But well. What did I expect, right.
This might be a farewell for life, or maybe you'd see me again in June. Whatever it is, I don't know. But what I really want you to know is that, I have never, ever, ever in any moment regretted this friendship, and I can safely say that throughout the course of this 4 years, I have never, ever treated this friendship with less that wholehearted. I have no regrets, and I don't hate you for leaving me out of your life at the very end. Whatever it is, I just want to tell you, thanks for all the lovely memories during the course of this 4 years. Thank you so much; you've really made me human; made me go though sadness, joy, love, everything.
Just want to wish you all the best, in all that you do. Please keep me posted on your fixtures, I will definitely go down (:
ILY, CKZL. (: