Wonderful, I cried again over that issue. AGAIN.
Stupid loser Yufei.

Teach me how to forget you. Teach me how to forget all those things that happened amongst us.
Teach me how you did it; all of it.

I don't feel like filing my work.

I'm this useless piece of shit. Who am I to call myself a Child of God. I cannot do anything, cannot control my emotions, cannot put Him first in my life.
He gave up His life for me on the cross and yet I can't even give up my emotions for Him.
I'm unworthy. Unworthy of His life, unworthy of His flesh, His blood. I'm not fit to serve Him.
So who am I, to proclaim His goodness, His love, attempt to be a living testimony, pray in His name, play music in His name, everything.
I'm not worthy. And I disgrace Him.
Useless, worthless and a complete failure. That's what I am.